slept at three in the morn
if it wasn't for titsy, my printer wouldn't have jammed.
Had math workshop in the morn followed by Intro comm in the afternoon.
today was Arwah che rubiah's 57th birthday.
i missed her, so much.
but momma wouldn't want to visit her grave.
i guess it really does hurt that much to lose a bestfriend..
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Karaoke session with
le Cafe girls at Marsiling CC to celebrate Eta's belated 21st.
something scary came up in the evening.
Eta and i were alone outside and a door banged twice but we saw no one.
It was Maghrib, so we quickly ran to the lift.
Had dinner at Teh Tarik.
It was a memorable night though a little tiring.
So i guess i am going back to school for almost all the days for
le workshops.
i need to ace UT3;
even though i dislike most of the modules,
i can't bear to repeat Year 1 or certain modules.
if i want to get out fast, i need to be persistent.
i know i can do it, it is just a matter of me wanting or not.
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I fight my own battles, and the battles of those i care about.
Building up walls around myself,
because the more i care the more chances i get to be hurt.
Eyes blazing with feelings that words never express,
threatening my inner sense of security.
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